“Draw me like one of your French girls.” —me to Jack in my dreams
Titanic came out in 1997. I was 6 years old. I didn't get to watch it until five years later, when I was 11. And when I watched it, things happened.
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It all started when I noticed the way that Jack was enamored with the mere sight of Rose.
With my braces and uneven hair due to various run-ins with my mother's scissors in the bathroom mirror, I had never had a boy look at me like that, much less look at me at all.
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But when I saw Jack, I suddenly NEEDED him to look at me.
I needed those eyes to move up and down my body. I needed that nod.
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I resumed being my unawakened, 11-year-old self, until I saw the hand caressing.
Not only was Jack teaching Rose how to fly, he was beginning his teaching to me about my sexual desires.
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